| Location | Mesquite |
| Age | 2 months |
| Cause of Death | Cot Death/Sudden Infant Death Syndrome |
| Date of Birth | 20/11/2008 |
| Date of Death | 29/01/2009 |
| Visitors | 3,064 since 05/03/2009 |
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11/04/09 UPDATE:
Hey sweet boy mommy is now 31wks pregnant with Braylen. Your first birthday is coming up and we are
planning to spend the day with you with a cake, flowers, and a balloon. We miss you so much and talk
about you all time. Our love for you will never go away. Your big brother even says your name all
the time. Time has gone by so fast and even though you've had your wings for almost 10mo now it
still doesn't even seem like it. We love and miss you more than words could ever explain.
9/09/09 UPDATE:
Hey baby boy mommy is now 23 weeks pregnant with your baby brother. His name is Braylen James and I
hope he is just as beautiful as you. He's so excited to meet us he seems to wanna come out now.
Mommy has been having contractions but thankfully the doctor's have been able to stop them. Daddy
and your big brother are very excited too. We think about you every day and you will always be in
our hearts. Your brother now weighs 1lb and 3oz. He is due on Jan 2nd. As soon as we are able to
maybe after his 6 weeks of being inside we will bring him to visit you. We love and miss you lots
baby boy.
7/25/09 UPDATE:
Hey big boy mommy is now 16 weeks pregnant with the wonderful gift you have given us. We will find
out if it's a boy or girl on August 14th. We are so excited. Though we miss you very much we are
also very excited. I think of this baby as a gift you have given us to bring us closer again. You
saw the pain we felt and even though the pain is still here and always will be we now have hope and
reason to believe that we can be happy again. Mommy and daddy miss and love you so much. We talk
about you all the time.
UPDATE:
Hey baby boy or should I say big boy... You're almost 6 months now... Mommy and Daddy just found out
today 5/14/09 that you're going to be big brother. Don't worry we have not forgotten about you and
we will always love, remember, and miss you. Your baby brother/sister will know everything about you
from how beautiful you were to how much you are loved. I love you Jayden... Mommy
Baby Jayden was a beautiful, precious, pure, and innocent baby. He was my baby. The day he was born
was one of the best days of my life. Little did I know that just 10 short weeks later to the day I
would be saying goodbye. Jayden was a baby brother to Hunter age 2, the son to Evan and Amanda
Christie, nephew to Kody Rawson, and grandson to many. The night before Jayden passed away I stayed
up all night and played with him. He was just starting to smile and every time I called him "my
beautiful baby boy" he get the biggest grin on his face. He brought so much joy to everyone. Every
time we entered a room the room would brighten up. At just 2 weeks old Jayden was hospitalized at
Childrens for 5 days for RSV. Just one week later he was put on a breathing treatment for a week. He
went through so much in his short life and was at his best when he passed away. Jayden will be
remembered, loved, and missed by so many people. I like to believe that Jayden was so beautiful God
wanted him as His Angel. We love you my Angel.
You came into this world and changed our lives forever. We are deeply sorrowed by the fact that we
never really knew you. It is in the same manner that we are thankful for the brief time that we were
lucky enough to have one of God's Little Angels in our presence. We can never begin to understand
why we have been dealt this injustice. We can only attempt to find solace in the fact that you are
with God and all of your great grandparents. I believe that God decided that you were too precious,
and good for this world. Our world will never be quite the same without you. Looking into your eyes
ways like looking into the eyes of God. So go play with the Angels Baby Jayden, have fun and just
know that mommy, daddy, and Hunter will be up there to take care of you someday.
Dear Mommy,
Before we said our first hello,
the time had already passed.
For when you held me in your arms,
I had gone to heaven to rest.
I felt angelic tears down my cheeks,
and I watched you as you weeped.
I wish I could of changed it all,
Your tears touched my soul so deep.
But mommy when you are sad,
Please be assured I know.
For death cannot take away your love,
it will only continue to grow.
Time and distance cannot erase,
a love and a bond so deep.
There is no bond that can compare,
and in your heart I'll keep.
When you are feeling far away,
and missing me so much.
Close your eyes and feel my wings,
their soft and gentle touch.
Or at night as you sleep,
I will join you in a dream.
You will see me standing close to you,
and we'll be lost within my wings.
So my dear Mommy,
as you go from day to day.
Find comfort in the knowledge,
I am never that far away.
Letting go of you
I know I have to let you go.
How I will I do not know.
I know that it's your time to die.
What I don't know is how to say goodbye.
I'll miss you so much I don't know what to do.
I guess I'll just end this poem with a goodbye and an I love you.
Jenna leigh Walters
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LIFE CHANGES IN AN INSTANT SO UNEXPECTEDLY SOMETIMES
The Most Beautiful Flower
Disillusioned by life
with good reason to frown,
For the world was intent
on dragging me down.
And if that weren't enough
to ruin my day,
A young boy out of breath
approached me,
all tired from play.
He stood right before me
with his head tilted down
And said with great
excitement,
"Look what I found!"
In his hand was a flower
what a pitiful sight,
With its petals all worn
- not enough rain,
or too little light.
Wanting him to take his dead
flower and go off to play,
I faked a small smile and
then shifted away.
But instead of retreating
he sat next to my side
And placed the flower
to his nose and declared
with surprise,
"It sure smells pretty
and it's beautiful, too.
That's why I picked it;
here, it's for you."
The weed before me was
dying......or dead.
Not vibrant of colors,
orange, yellow or red.
But I knew I must take it,
or he might never leave.
So I reached for the flower,
and replied,
"Just what I need."
But instead of him placing
the flower in my hand,
He held it mid-air
without reason or plan.
It was then that I noticed
for the very first time
That weed-toting boy could not see:
he was blind.
I heard my voice quiver,
tears shone like the sun
As I thanked him for
picking the very best one.
"You're welcome,"
he smiled,
and then ran
off to play,
Unaware of the impact
he'd had on my day.
I sat there and wondered
how he managed to see
A self-pitying woman
beneath an old willow tree.
How did he know of
my self-indulged plight?
Perhaps from his heart,
he'd been blessed with
true sight.
Through the eyes of a blind
child, at last I could see
The problem was not with the world
the problem was me.
And for all of those times
I myself had been blind,
I vowed to see the beauty in life,
and appreciate every second that's mine.
And then I held that wilted flower
up to my nose
And breathed in the fragrance
of a beautiful Rose
And smiled as I watched
that young boy,
another weed in his hand
About to change the life
of an unsuspecting old man.
Im holding on to memories
For times just slipping by
Every night i watch you
Our Angels lighting up the sky
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As i sit and watch you
You are so high above
My arms outstretch to Heaven
Just need to feel your love
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If i could only see you
Touch your hand Or kiss your face
My eyes will stop crying
And put a smile back on my face
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Each day its getting harder
Time is moving on
Memories so precious
In my heart you will live on
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Each memory i have of you
Brings a smile a silent tear
With every beat of my heart
A constant wish that you were here
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copyright� Vicky Deaville
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Precious Child
In my dreams, you are alive and well
Precious child, precious child
In my mind, I see you clear as a bell
Precious child, precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart, there is hope
'Cause you are with me still
In my heart, you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
In my plans, I was the first to leave
Precious child, precious child
But in this world, I was left here to grieve
Precious child, my precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart there is hope
And you are with me still
In my heart you live on
Always there, never gone
Precious child, you left too soon,
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
God knows I want to hold you,
See you, touch you
And I know there's a heaven
And someday I will again
Please know you are not forgotten until then
In my heart you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
You were a precious gift from God above,
so much beauty, grace and love.
You touched our hearts in so many ways,
your smile so bright even on the bad days.
You heard God's whisper calling you home,
you didn't want to go and leave us alone.
You loved us so much, you held on tight,
till all the stregnth was gone and you could no longer fight.
He had called your name,
you knew you couldn't make him wait anymore.
So you gave your hand to God and slowly drifted away,
knowing that with our love we will be together again some day.
MISS YOU ANGEL XXXXXXXXXX
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SWEETDREAMS ANGEL ALL MY LOVE ALWAYS VICTORIA XXX
︽☆︽ TIME TO FOLD YOUR ANGEL WINGS ︽☆︽
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︽☆︽ SWEET ANGEL ︽☆︽ SWEET DREAMS ︽☆︽
Lots of Love xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
My wings are spread, my pain is gone-Do grieve for me-but not for long.
For wondrous peace surrounds my flight-I’m gliding towards that ray of light.
So grieve for me but not for long-Remember blessings not the wrong.
My life was full and so complete-Although the end was bittersweet.
You brightened up my everyday…By things you’d do, by things you’d say.
I’ll miss my life with you on Earth, but know you gave my life it’s worth.
I’m gliding towards a perfect place-No pain or sorrow, only grace.
My wings are spread, I’m soaring strong…Do grieve for me, but not for long.
miss you xxxxxxxxxxxx
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